January 2011
23 posts
Naps
are are GOOD
OMGAH!!
SKREW YELLING IM TIRED OF PEOPLE YELLING CAN IT JUST BE QUIET FOR ONCE CANT FIND MYSELF TO DO ANYTHING RIGHT FUCK!
Dear Heart,
My love is always unconditional. You know that more than anyone. I have never been so connected to you until now. You feel so hard in love. You made me feel what you felt. You have a couple scars on you and I hope your okay. You have done so much and its amazing how you still have your veins on straight. I know love is your weakness. You made me see what love really is. They can rip you apart and...
Great
When I need one simple questions answered no text back >_<
Dinner
It’s getting harder to just stay connected to the world. I’m living in my own head again. I almost cried in from of my family at dinner. I turned away for a moment and I sucked it all back in. I’m losing my head. My tears are getting a little harder to keep in. The joy of family dinner wasn’t there for me tonight. I can’t let myself let them know what’s going...
Holyshit
Talk about be depressed Haven’t eatten all day until now Just in get looking at my damn wallk I need to get out of my room
just
a couple more minutes and the sun will be out another day goes and and aother day comes im still here thinking
uhhhhhhh
So tired of being tired Just laying on my back with nothng to do but stare and think I’m coming to another blank again Pictures in my head They make me happy They make me sad They make me depressed They make me cry I have offiacially become a big mess of emotions Emotionally stressed now So much to think about to consider After all the thinking I haven’t put myself into consideration...
Finally
You have finally stopped responding and I can keep writing No one will ever have a clue something is wrong With me atleast It’s like the world revolves around you You haven’t changed I don’t know why we are friends I bother becuase I care Weakness, I care Well you finally got my help now apply gently and wait to see the result And yeah your welcome Bloop thoughts all over and...
Dear Sappire Blue
Your sing it out Lyrics perfect for me in my current state current everything Love this song but makes me cry like a baby Song from the heart…damn it hurts
Things Just Find Their Ways To Me X_X
Why are you bothering me right now? You are a creeper who found me once again Its nice you remember me and I really seem like I want to talk but I really don’t Atleast not right now My head is writing and it’s everywhere I usually am there no matter what Sometimes I need a day to just think I need this night to let my thoughts spill out We haven’t talked in such a long time but...
Even though I feel like shit...my heart has a...
I love the way… The grass feels on the front lawn when i lay down The way the breeze runs through my body The suns rays are hitting my face as i whipe the sweat off my face Listening to the wind pass through my ears Just close my eyes feeling the warmth of the day I love the way… My sheets feel So intangled in their covers There is no escape to it The window open with the blinds...
I Just...
wanna be okay, be okay, be okay just wanna feel the day, feel the day, feel the day
Nope
I respected you all. We had our tough times right good times too. You don’t know me at all or not anymore. Let me scream it out. Get to know me! We are to different. We aren’t friends for a reason. Friends, there are so many explanations for that word. Who is really slowing down there life with me? Who can appreciate my precence in their life? Jessica? Camele? Shadae? Abby? Well looks...
Ramble....ramble...best..ramble...ever....
Running on no sleep still, my mind is exploding with thoughts and I can’t seem to find what I need. I pray for a sign. I wanna close my eyes and just sleep but my mind won’t let me. My eyes have just been weary and drowsy but no sleep. I can’t believe that I can still stay up like this. I guess with the way things are its not that hard. A couple more hours till the morning. My...
Well...
As the sun goes down here I am again with another night that I won’t be able to sleep. It’s okay becuase I have stuff to do to keep me occupied during sleepless nights. Kinda hungry but that’s okay too. Love is the only thing that will have you sleeping like a baby or keep you awake like a lifeless ghost.
Dear Tumblr...
I am running on no sleep
THE END
“Feels like I’m going insane”
– Rihanna